I have a couple of clips that I am rendering out so I thought I would take the time and write a little on here. So lately, I am trying to remember what it was like before Facebook existed. Before I was connect to 500 plus people every waking moment of the day. It makes sense that we as humans yearn for such a connection and yet its also a curse. I have so many of these friends and hardly ever talk to any of them. And when a conversation does spring up it tends to be empty and half-hearted. Lately it seems as though that is really the only kind of conversation that I have with anybody. The GF works and goes to school enough that we don't get to spend as much time as we'd like to. It's funny that when we do have a real conversation it throws me off a little bit. It just doesn't happen often enough. But, we will have this holiday week. Finally. Yay!
There was a time in my life when I was spontaneous. When I had a list of 20 people that I could call and something interesting would materialize. These times, that list of 20, the something interstings; they have all eroded from my life. What replaces them is a constant push in business interests in an effort to make more money. The goal is to make my 30's more enjoyable, more travel and what not. I am maybe growing impatient waiting to work through the next 3 years. It is partly my fault for this dilemma because there was a weening effort on my part as well. Those moments of spontaneity became less and less interesting and more revolved around drinking at some location. Soon the location even became mundane. A look at those 20 folks today will not reveal anything different from those same folks ten years ago. So what am I supposed to do for fun now? Searching for it is getting a little tiresome.
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